Each day I make plans...does my day go that way? Usually not. With me working fulltime nites right now..it is hard to keep any kind of normal schedule. The nights I work each week are different. Nite time staff is low..it is ok if censes is low...stinks if it is up. Recently censes is low causeing us to take turns being off...yes.... then if we want to get paid, we have to use PTO(vacation time).
There are so many things I want to do...but tiredness and time restraints keep me from doing them.
It is particularly frustrating for me when Van...who now works part-time, wants to schedule more vacation or wanting me to go places and do things on little or no sleep. I try not to overreact, but without proper sleep and crazy 50 year old hormones...sometimes I fuss!
I am pleased that we do have things planned this year to do together. Last year with his whole disease episode, it was not that way and I was a hurting pup!!!! He is doing so much better....however each day we have reminders and it is a ongoing process. Like any other disease process...it is ...till death do us part...disease and mariage.
I had my yearly heart check-up....everything looks the same-that's good:)
So I end with this....I am thankful...
I could make a list but that will be another time...
Til next time.... Blessings to all who read....
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
My schedule has been crazy since my last blog. So many things to do and situations to walk through. Thankfully, each one will end up being OK with God's help. In between sometimes I get on emotional overload. That was me on Sunday... we had a praise and worship night and then opportunity for prayer. So grateful for those available to pray...giving things over to God and getting a different perspective helps. I get frustrated because God has placed within me a sense of knowing...so when things are happening, I can peg them but usually the persons involved aren't at the point to hear and receive.... Ok...so supper needs to be made and errands run.
Sunday, June 7, 2009
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